December 2010
I've heard of 5 parties
- Samantha's new apartment
- Poland st
- Ebens apartment in Boston
- Douglas'
- and Katie A
The only one I think I'd go to is Samantha's, but I don't plan on doing any of this. I have to work in the AM, and don't feel like going to a huge party at all. I just wont comfort, cozy, nice play time. Spiced up with an adventure or two maybe. I'm just not in a party mood.
I feel dead.
You can have me if you’d like, but I am merely dead weight at this point in time. I dont care anymore, about much of anything. I want to sit in my room, and paint and stare and never do anything.
You can have me if you’d like, but there isn’t much left of me. Thats why I needed time, because this is what comes of me, but you can have me if you’d like.
I need a grip before I self destruct.
everything is so fucked up.
Belmont, Maine
I'm looking for another farm to go to,
I feel like I can’t really be here any longer. I feel to cramped, to smooshed and pressured I need time to breath and be alone and not have to be anything for anyone.
I’d like a partner maybe, interested?
I dont want to make a decision.
and I dont want to feel rushed into making it.
I’m so lost and I don’t feel like speaking, I dont feel like having emotions or going outside or doing anything. I dont feel like im even worth all this goddamn trouble, and it should be the other way around. This is all messed up, and I dont want to make this decision.
I just want to stay away and not hurt anyone anymore. I dont want...
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Fucked up time period dealin with here bub
Cant get a straight thought out of my head. Minds going every which way, turning, spinning, reversing. I’m having a hard time figuring anything out. I just want to lay in bed, and let enough time go by that non of this matters anymore and I can get up and it will all be new, fresh, clean.
HOLY FUCKING SINUS HEADACHE PRESSURE
starting to get that feeling again
that running away feeling, inchin in. I wish someone has a place for me to run to for a week or so. I wish I had a way out. I wish I could figure it out.
Having you around is one of the worst by far
